that i have to go back to school tomorrow. i guess in a way its good cause the sooner i go back the sooner i leave forever. but thats also a bad thing. im going to miss it so much. ive vowed that im going to make the most of this term.
anyhoos i havent really done all that much with my holidays. i went to the beach at least 4/5s of them so now im like super tanned :) and i went to buderim rainforrest with aimee one day which was cool. and monica was up which was okay. i used to be so intimidated by her so im glad that i wasnt as much this time. i did miss my car chill seshes with sarah though. and me and nutter were meant to hang out but she made other plans. we're kind of fighting. i just dont want to be her friend anymore. im sick of being dragged into all her messes and always coming out of them empty handed. i hate the way she treats people. i just cant deal with all her drama anymore. one of the days i went to the beach we went with pauleh and alex :) it was so much fun! they are great :) and me and other sarah were so good we packed lunch most days so that we didnt spend all our money on food. they were good too :) me and josh were going to hang out but then we didnt. i cancelled cause i dont want to lead him on.
on friday night it was tashes friends 18th party at her house. it was actually way better than i expected :) naomi and britta were there and so was kezia! it was lots of fun and i got very drunk :) me and josh kissed but i explained to him that i didnt want anything so yepp.