so today me and brad went to the beach. it wasnt amazing, it wasnt exciting, it wasnt nerve-wracking. in fact it was pretty ordinary. average. even awkward at some points.
in the least cliched way possible, i have a feeling the magic has gone.
the wierd thing is that im okay with it. maybe i might finally be accepting that we wont work.
that would be nice.
not going to hold my breath though. we both know how many times ive said im over him.
but maybe this time ill win :)